When I began this blog over 2 years ago, back when absolutely nobody knew it existed, I'd begun it to write. I'd write my thoughts, my feelings, the things I didn't quite know how to talk to people about. It was a kind of therapy, a beautiful, self-satisfying therapy that allows you to express yourself … Continue reading Writing therapy and people’s perceptions of me
A heaviness in my heart Throat feeling tight Glance up towards the ceiling Blinking. Illogical sadness Inexplicable, in a sense No one concrete reason I'm just feeling sort of Down. Distract myself with work Focus on this text Brain keeps wandering off Distracted Thinking of the same old things Wondering, musing, pondering A casual text … Continue reading .
I think back to my childhood The awkward teen I was Before I hit puberty I think of all my flaws My straight-ish, style-less, frizzy hair The acne on my cheeks The braces that I wore for years To straighten up my teeth My short height, my skinny arms My total lack of curves The … Continue reading Physical cringe
Always been told To raise your voice And make yourself been heard "Don't be shy Come on, speak up Express your thoughts more freely" "State your opinion Voice your thoughts" You're drowned out in this room of other voices. You're quiet around strangers But noisy when at home You think you've finally struck the perfect … Continue reading Speak up, then whisper
From as far back as as when I first discovered the term "fangirl", I have related to it. I think I belong to a large number of fandoms, be it books, YouTube channels, TV shows, movies or musicians, and I can be a very intense, often passionate fangirl in several aspects. Get me talking about … Continue reading unApologetic fangirl
I was at a funeral the other day, surrounded by the mourning friends and family of a lovely old lady, and listening to her daughter's heartfelt eulogy as I dwelled on something I have observed. At all the funerals I've been to and heard of, I always notice how no one has anything but good … Continue reading Of Funerals and Forgiveness
Are you scared of bugs and beetles Or fluffy dogs that bark? Are you scared of enclosed spaces Or dentists and the dark? Do you have a fear of spiders? Are you afraid of heights? Is it a fear of the supernatural That keeps you up at night? I'm not scared of animals, Spiders or … Continue reading What scares you most?
If you pass someone on the street and really like their bag, tell them. If you think the girl in your college class has amazing hair, let her know that. If you appreciate something of someone's, and think it makes a good compliment, go for it! This is something I started doing a few years … Continue reading “I like your bag”
If I spend a lot of time with you It's pretty clear to see That lots of your quirks and traits Begin to show in me. It's often quite unconscious I don't realise what I do Till someone points out that I'm speaking In the same way as you. It impacts how I speak The … Continue reading Impressionable
Her love for him was limitless, Far more than she knew to express She'd tell him daily, she loved him so And he assured her, he loved her more. Both pretty stubborn, they'd never let The other "win" this silly bet. At any chance they got they'd show How they loved the other more. If … Continue reading “I love you more”